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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2011|04:06 am]
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HEY LOVES, 
I'm shifting back to blogger because of some picture uploading issues here. 
I guess my disk memory for this account is full. And since there is a limit for such stuffs there's no point staying here. 
Didn't know that there's such things but since it happened oh well, moving back to blogger. 
I love the layouts here though, so wasted. 

LIVEJOURNAL WHY YOU GOT LIMIT FOR SUCH STUFFS. 
It seems soo ridiculous argh, damn it. I like livejournal so much damn it damn it damn it. 

Oh yeah, my new space is 
http://electricrunway.blogspot.com/
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Winter season. [Dec. 18th, 2011|12:42 am]
Christmas Swag


Off The Pill - Christmas Spirit


<3 watching Ryan Higa's videos cause his vids are so funny and entertaining! 
Its like a happy pill for me, hehehe okay you guys should go watch it. 



Hey peeps, christmas is coming really soon!
Hope everyone is really excited for it cause its a joyous season!
I don't really celebrate christmas though, all i like about it its its
CHRISTMAS & END OF YEAR SALES! AND PRETTY DECORATIONS & CHRISTMAS LIGHTS!
Not to mention, holidays and the happy festive mood the city has got.
But still, i don't like the crowds at town though.

Speaking of town, I got stuck at Somerset because of the breakdown of MRT 3 days back.
SMRT has got some issues nowadays huh, oh damn.
The crowd was like huge then, since the train broke down between Dhouby & City Hall, which
is like one stop after Somerset. So people kinda got affected and got delayed.
Well, i managed to get home in an hour though since i got pushed in to the train by the crowd.
Sucks to be alone at that moment cause it was around 10 plus and I wanna go home after a day.
Oh well, good experience haha felt so proud that I went through it alone.
Okay its nothing much though.

Loves Keira
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All the things you never knew [Dec. 14th, 2011|03:00 pm]
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王力宏「你不知道的事」《戀愛通告》主題曲完整版MV



蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行 
夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 爱听见呼吸 
对不起 我却没捉紧你 

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 
碎落满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还悬在你看不见那高空里 
多的事 你不知道的事

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行 
夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 爱听见呼吸 
对不起 我却没捉紧你 

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 
碎落满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还选择你看不见那高空里 
多的事 你不知道的事

我飞行 但你坠落之际

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 
碎落满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还悬在你看不见那高空里 
多的事 你不知道的事

Eng translation:
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
So many are the things you never knew
How many times does a butterfly blink
Before it learns to fly?
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
But how many there will remain?
Even as I fly, you fall
So close I can hear you breathe
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you
You don't know why I had to leave you
How could I ignore your every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
So many are the things you never knew
Even as I fly, you fall
You don't know why I had to leave you
How could I ignore your every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
So many are the things you never knew
Okay, this song is from a movie by Wang Lee Hom, he's really talented in music hohoho he even got degree for music.
Love his productions, its really a nice song.
Its been a while since i listen to chinese songs this much, hahaha ever since sec 1 or 2?
I switched to english and korean songs.
Chinese songs are still meaningful and nice, it never gets old.

All right, 2 more papers till I'm done with CT.
Then it'll be the day i level up, its been a long year, I just want some simple company on that day.
At least one would do, I don't need any presents or what I just want to make the loneliness go away.
TBH, I'm afraid of a lot of things I know, okay i shall use that word - insecure.
But whatever, who isn't. I like being alone but on that day I'm afraid of being alone for the fear that loneliness will haunt me.
See, I'm sucha honest person. Okay got some inside stories why I would feel that way.
But personal stuffs, not gonna share it, well at least I said some stuffs about it.
So glad that my dear linyuan has promised to go out with my on that day.
YAY, don't have to spend that day alone !

Loves Keira
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tumblr pics [Dec. 6th, 2011|11:26 pm]
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North Pole. [Dec. 6th, 2011|11:06 pm]
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Yes I went for a minor haircut, a lil on my fringe and a lil on my hair if you haven't noticed. 
Just in case my fringe bothers me during common test, I might go mad and just cut it away then I'll become fringe-less. 
Common test in a week's time. Dreading it, but there'll be sunshine after the storm. 
So.. I can't wait for holidays and oh my tests dates are as follows:

12 Dec : BSD paper 
(1pm - 3pm)

13 Dec: EG2 
(11am - 12.30pm)
- SCP 
(4pm - 5.30pm) 

14 Dec: AutoCAD
(4pm - 5.30pm)

15 Dec, last day of tests : SF 
(4pm - 5.30pm) 

Hate it when majority of the papers starts so late and ends like evening, seriously can't we start it earlier and get it over and done with? Its like leaving me hanging cause its in the middle of the day, still contemplating whether if I should go to the gym during
common test period. 

Gyming is addictive i swear, I'm trying to go to the school's gym more often every now and then during my 2 hours lunch break.
Cause exercising makes me happy and sorta energized? So I can study and get things in my head better. 
Sucks to memorise one week before tests, its seriously testing your perseverance & determination to get it in your head. 
I need to insert some hard disk in my head to get it all in, most of my modules are like theory based...
Unlike sem 1, most of them are just calculations, oh damn fml. 

I really really do hope that I get everything in my head before the tests cause I think I'm quite stress now. 
I know everyone is but still... I don't have appetite and I've not been having proper meals for quite a while. 
I feel like vomiting even more now okay its better than having headaches though. heh.
BUT WHAT THE HECK HAS SCHOOL TURN ME INTO? ;C 
I need a break soon, the best would be a vacation, i need a getaway from all these. 

Anyway, I'm praying for everyone who's sorta stressed up for the upcoming tests. 
I wanna see all of your smiling faces really soon, just hold on a little longer everyone. 
We can do this! #foreverself-motivation JIAYOU! *clap clap*

May everything go well and smoothly. 

Loves Keira

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Future telling much. [Dec. 4th, 2011|12:58 am]
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Hey peeps, i finally know why my mum asked if i'm a lesbian last week. 
Okay i know I didn't mention it here, but I've tweeted about it hahahahaha its so darn funny to me. 
I think its partly cause my cousin in Malaysia told her some stuffs uh, hahaha cause I always tweet like omg that girl so hot and stuffs. I sound like a lesbian most of the time. 
But I never expect that the first person to ask me if I'm a lesbian was my mum. 
That look on her face was just priceless, i feel so bad to laugh about it but yea. ITS FUNNY. 

Kay, I admit I do sound like a lesbian, i talk and look at girls but I'm freaking straight okay. 
Don't get the wrong idea, I'm just saying most of the time about me being Bi sexual and stuffs, i don't literally mean it. 

Anyway, my mum asked me this question was because she went to Malaysia for a week. 
Then she went to ask the fortune teller about me, my sis and my dad's future. 
I hate it when she do that, I'll get to know some stuffs I don't wanna know about. 
RAWRRR. 

Kay so apparently the fortune teller told her that, 
I'm the type of person that attracts both the male and female, as in both will fall for me. 
HAHAHAHA LAUGHING SO HARD AT THIS, I WILL SCARED ONE SIA. 
Even when guy confess to me, I'll be scared and like omg, displays a few kungfu moves and run away. 
Can't imagine what happen if a girl were to confess to me. 
I meant its not wrong to like a person uh, but still... my mindset is still there uh.
I like my idols, i go like, ' omg that girl so freaking hot, i would become a les for her .' 
But again, my likes for them are basically like envious and admiring kind not really like as in that kind of like uh.
I'm not judging anyone who's not straight but, sorry I might be a lil more awkward with people.
Soo, never mind such stuffs won't happen to me one. Hah, to heck with it.

Oh she also mentioned that,
My husband could be one who's from other countries. Getting hyped up but yea, i might end up being #foreveralone also.
BUT HAHAH I SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT. I want korea/australian/no china/american, 
Erm yea, like not much to choose from uh. Hahah, i sounded like I'm choosing some object,k can. 

To my future husband if i have one:
I can't wait to meet you and be mad about you for not finding me earlier. Right.
K can. 

Then she said that,
I'm not really suitable to study architecture, I should be studying finance. 
DAMN THIS, I no like business but come to think of it I think business is so much better than architecture. 
Its too technical i don't like, but why can't it be like design or something? :C
I think it would be an irony if i were to study finance, its like I spend a lot yet I study about managing finance and stuffs. 
O.O At least it might help it some self controlling at times i supposed. 
No point regretting, might consider taking it up when I go uni. 
Architecture like need to study 4-6 years in uni i think, oh those horrible treatments ruin my youth. 

But still in overall, I don't like to go for fortune telling about my future. 
I know maybe its might not be true but still.... All these will linger in my mind for quite a while. 
Hahaha but still, I rather not know about most things if they are going to affect me a lot. 
I get affected quite easily though I'm trying my best not to. 
Stupid gullible mind, this is what happens when you're too young. HAH.

Loves Keira

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(no subject) [Dec. 4th, 2011|12:05 am]
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Been down lately, I'll get back up cause its december. 
It's gonna be a happy month, *fingers crossed*
Life's too short to be unhappy about anything. 
I wished you never changed. Somehow. 
Too much disappointments kills huh, only got myself to blame for believing so much. 
Believing that we're such close friends and that we'll be there for one another. 
Turns out I'm the only one doing so. Oh well, not too late to know though. 
Even though I wished I'll never know cause I'm the type of person who rather live in a world of lies to make me feel better. 
Forever giving too much and not being treated the way I wanted, or am I asking for too much. 
Cause i'm still here after much disappointments. But I'm finally letting it go. 
Not the first time I'm hurting, I finally let it all out yesterday, feels great to cry sometimes.
(okay i'm not supposed to say i cried, but argh to heck with it)
Actually sand entered my eyes, at around 2 plus am. Yes. Its sandy around here... Meh.




I'm the type of person who doesn't know when to actually say,
' I'm hurt, I'm sad or I'm unhappy. My heart, it feels so suffocating'
I smile all the time cause I know I'll look better if I smile, I would usually say I'm tired though. 
Its easier to just smile then explain sometimes, until now no one understands me. 
And I don't like to show my sadness, I tried not to, cause I know it'll affect others and i don't wanna appear weak. 
Why let others see how vulnerable you are? That's why I don't usually say those words, like I'm sad and stuffs. 
I don't know when to be. 
It sucks when people around me goes like, ' Hey this is so not you' when I'm sad. 
They made me think that I can't be sad, I cannot be. Its tough at times. 
Not everyone understands that one can't be strong all the time. 

But I'm really glad towards those who lent me their listening ears when I needed, thanks for being there for me. 
At least I feel not so invisible. I like people who appreciates me, they made me feel more wanted. 

Sucks to feel this way, its like reminding me of my childhood. It wasn't really that good though. 
But of course, I still prefer being a kid at times. I used to not do my homework and think of playing all the time. 
And I used to have a sucky attitude, but I changed, changed for the better i guess. \
I miss my friends who used to get in troubles with me, or rather because of me in school. 
Those days were awesome and unforgettable. (;
Now I worked too hard instead of playing, hahaha sucks to be me. 
I don't seem to know when I should go at a normal pace and do what I can cope. 

Always following what my brain says so I won't regret, but i don't like the things I'm doing.
And whenever I listen to my heart, I'll regret. 

Come to think of it, I'm hesitating if I should post this. 
But to heck with it, I felt better letting it out here too. 
Rare opportunity to see me posting such stuffs to everybody here though. This post a bit too negative ah. 
Argh, whatever stop thinking too much already.


Loves Keira



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This kid is awesome. [Dec. 3rd, 2011|11:27 pm]
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(BIGBANG) Haru Haru (Day by day) - Sungha


(BIGBANG) Lies - Sungha


Really really like people who can play guitar/piano, they somehow look 100x more attractive once they play. 
And I like the sound of this two instruments, my mind would totally go blank at that instant. 
Which is sorta a good thing for me cause I get to forget about everything at that moment, sorta. 
Most importantly, it calms me down with its beautiful music. 
So you can sorta like ' mind control ' me. 

I had a guitar, but I can't play like this dude here. He's freaking good at this age. 
So freaking envious, like what the heck am I doing. I have a guitar yet I don't really know how to play it. 
My guitar quality sucks too, should have saved more money to get a better one. 
Well at least, I had a guitar. I prefer electric cause it looks cooler but acoustic definitely sounds nicer.


Oh damn, common tests are coming in like 9 days?
I haven't start my revision and most of them are theory based, hope everything will turn out well smoothly. 
Cause the last paper ends on my birthday, not saying that I like my birthday but since its a friday. 
I really would want to go out and celebrate it. Celebrate both my birthday and end of exams. 
Okay I don't really care bout my birthday part but I just want people to be around me at least. 
Most of the time I am alone, yes I like being alone, but sometimes having people around you feels good too. 
Cause more of the time alone brings about loneliness. Like #foreveralone. 

And this time i hope I'll be able to celebrate with my friend cause our birthdays are like on consecutive days. 
I hope that this december would be awesome as how I look forward to it every year. 
I lost something dear to me, I hope I gain something better in return. 

Anyway something to add on, 
recently I went to the school's gym during lunch break and it feels great. 
Its really addictive, like omg I wanna go on tuesdays, wed, thurs and fri during lunch break. 
Hohoho, I feel so happy after every workout and finally motivation to slim down. 
And my brain works better after exercising! So I should go to the gym more often!
AND I FREAKING LOVE THE PINK TOWEL I BOUGHT AT THE GYM FOR 5 BUCKS. 
SOOOOO COMFY! <3

I have no idea why but I'm losing appetite lately again, feeling so freaking full most of the time. 
Almost to the verge of wanting to vomit, I wished I knew what's happening to me. 
Never mind, can save money. No need eat lunch! Hahaha as in i'll still force myself to eat, but not so much I guess. 
Hahaha, I can't wait for holidays to arrive soon so I can chill down. I guess I really need a break. 
Oh yeah, and i need to save money so darn badly. I'm like shopping on every friday. 
DAMN IT, NOT ENOUGH MONEY IN BANK ALREADY. 
MUST STOP BUYING ONLINE AND OFFLINE. 

Now, 
Study hard > Gym > Sleep more > Rest well > Ignore certain stuffs. 
After that, 
Play hard > Go out > SLEEP > Erm... I'll come up with more hah.

JIAYOU SC! ^^

Loves Keira
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T.G.I.F with P. [Nov. 26th, 2011|01:25 am]
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[Current Music |田馥甄 - 還是要幸福]


Spent the start of the weekend with my dear Pearlyn!
Almost drained out for the week and come to think of it, this week passed quite fast.
The rate at which the week pass is sorta freaking me out, since my common tests are coming really soon. 
If I'm not wrong it should be one week before Christmas, well around there. I am not prepared for it. 
Can't believe that we've got so much projects and work to do and submit where the heck do we find ample time to revise?

I need my own time to chill every end of the week and I'm glad that I managed to watch 
' The Apple Of My Eye' with Pearlyn. Finally entering the cinema after like a 2 months? 
Damn, I really have no life, I don't even know what shows are there in the cinema.
But I heard that ' The Apple Of My Eye' is really a good movie, its funny and quite sad uh I would say. 
Shall not be a spoiler here and say what happen. I just wanna say one thing, 
They look so compatible hahaha i like. 
 THEY TWO NO GET TOGETHER? ITS SO FREAKING WASTED. 
THE ENDING IS SO SAD CAUSE THEY DIDN'T GET TOGETHER. (okay spoiler moment)
WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY didn't the guy want to hear her answer and didn't manage to get her hints?!
Some couples are just not meant to be? But this is sad, i feel for that guy. 
I cried the moment i see him crying so hard. *Sigh*

Anyway, its a NC 16 movie and there's some parts which are freaking horny. 

After watching the movie, I find their theme song nice, as in its meaningful if you were to relate to the movie. 
And below is another music video, which is sang by the male and female lead in the movie. 
That male lead has got a nice voice and he looks good in the MV. 
The girl still looks as cute and pretty as usual. 

P.S The female lead is 28 years old while the male lead is 20 years old.
I ought to say this, the female lead really did a good job in maintaining her looks as a youth. 


【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲《那些年》官方正式MV


柯震東 feat.陳妍希 - 漂流瓶


I love fridays! <3

Loves Keira
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Grow up and be a kid. [Nov. 24th, 2011|10:15 am]
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Been drowned by assignments and projects recently. 
My classmates seemed to be having a hard time coping with assignments and sleeping. 
I guessed its because common test is coming in about 2 weeks time and my lectures are trying to give us more ''practices". 
Felt more stressed nowadays cause I don't seemed to have the time to finish anything and I have no idea why. 
It seemed like I don't have time for anything and I will always be busy with something which i also had no idea what is it. 

I hope everyone will survive and go through this semester smoothly, I hope it'll be brighter for everyone. 
It seemed too gloomy for a new sem.
Just a few more months till another one month holiday and a few more weeks to the 2 weeks hols. 
KEEP HOLDING ON EVERYONE! Stay strong and awake. 

Somehow I can't wait for Christmas this year, I wanna go Orchard to see the night lights. 
Its always so pretty, I like. I don't mind going alone cause I'm used to being alone also.
But of course, it'll be better if you go with a group of friends and walking down the streets in Orchard. 
Since I don't celebrate Christmas and it just seemed to be a special day to me cause its a day which has a name.
I just have this hunch that Christmas this year might be good, for the first time. 
Maybe it'll turn out to be the opposite cause everything I thought of somehow turns out to be the opposite most of the time. 
I think. Hahaha, kay I'm just trying to lower my expectations in case of disappointments.
-Be prepared for everything, good job SC- 

Anyway I'm blogging cause I'm was just done with my Commiss test in class and I'm having break now. 
Oh and I'm doing the test with my laptop, what's the point right. Its some 'writing introduction' test.
When we can like refer to anything and have so much resources to help us in the test. COOL uh, but like no point in this.
Poly is just so different from secondary school, i really gotta stop comparing. 
I don't feel like going anywhere and since I'm with my com so might as well do some catching up here. 
I don't want it to die at such a 'young age' . Hah.

Oh yeah, I'm gonna cook dinner for my family today. 
Awesome me, finally cooking something for them, but not all my family members are here since my mum and lil sis are overseas. 
Its bad for me to say this, but finally some peace at home since my lil sis isn't around.
I can't wait for them to be back though, I'm not used to this. As in without them. 
The house just seemed to be more empty though my older sis and dad are at home most of the time. 
Anyway, gonna pray hard that the food tastes good, I hope they'll like it. 
1 fact about me: I don't know how to cook rice, don't call me pampered but at least I know how to cook noodles. 
So yeap. Don't judge, I'll learn it one day. One day.



Can't wait for this weekend to come! Tomorrow would be T.G.I.F! 
And mum and sis would be home on this coming Sat! 
Stay positive SC. 

Loves Keira

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